This is intense…. I left this blog a year and a month ago because I thought I was going to kill myself. I didn’t though.

I’m almost thriving. 

New URL is Hurricanesinhereyes incase anybody wants to come find me. 

Yeah…. 

huh.

-Lydia

Insomnia blows. But anyways… gonna go try to sleep.
After all this time, it still seems to me like straight and fast is the only way out- but I choose the labyrinth. The labyrinth blows, but I choose it.

— Looking for Alaska

Anyone who reblogs this will get a message. Every single message will be different, this isn’t some copy and paste shit. It might be long, it might be short. It might be rude, it might be nice. You won’t know until you reblog and find out.
AHHH!!!

Anybody miss me…. no, didn’t think so.

I feel like  I’m going to explode. I hate this so much and I hate myself even more and I want to cut right now but I don’t want to make little marks I want to fucking cut my chest out because it hurts so badly and… ugh.

Boom.

girlwiththeradishearrings:

I just love this so much, the artist shows so much emotion and expression :) 
I was listening to “Never Gonna Leave This Bed” by Maroon 5 when I saw this picture and thought it was Lily+James all the way. 
xD

Aw. <3

girlwiththeradishearrings:

I just love this so much, the artist shows so much emotion and expression :) 

I was listening to “Never Gonna Leave This Bed” by Maroon 5 when I saw this picture and thought it was Lily+James all the way. 

xD

Aw. <3